Anthon St. Maarten buying consumer-culture consumerism consumption deprivation desert despair emptiness excess happiness happiness-fulfillment-desire material-possessions material-world materialism materialism-versus-spiritualism materialistic materialistic-society meaning-of-life meaning-of-things meaninglessness modern-life modern-society money-happiness money-not-happiness nausea nihilism nihilistic opulence poverty pursuit-of-happiness self-inflicted-pain soul-searching soulless spending spiritual-development spiritual-growth spiritual-life spiritual-wisdom spirituality suffocate wastefulness wasteland wealth wealth-and-virtues wealth-of-soul